31st day// parkdrive 31

August 20, 2010

a month since I turned 17, 334 days left

I'm soooo tired, I want to sleep sooo bad, nothing interesting happened, boring day at school, rainy day...hot as crap, the end of the first week at school. going to sleep NOW.

30th day// 30 something

August 19,2010

30 days, 335

Today's Ivan's bday :DD now he's officially legal, and I'm bored XD nothing happened!! fucking school ruins my fun 8-)

29th day// 29 palms

August 18th, 2010.

29 days, 336.

Boring day at school, I lost another 900g almost a kilo

28th day// dead by 28

August 17th, 2010

My boyfriend is still serious with me, I'll have to talk to him, really seriously, again, boring day at school, and hot as fuck...I feel like sleeping right now...

27th day// 27

August 16th, 2010

27 days, 338.

First day at school, my boyfriend is so weird with me, it scares me... anyway, pretty boring day, and hot as hell, I'm kinda tired...

26th day// 26 miles

August 15th, 2010

26 days, 339.

we visited grandpa, and we were supposed to meet paul my brother but my parents fell asleep, boring day, and I'm going back to school tomorrow, so I'd better go to bed early!

25th day;D// 25 to life

August 14th, 2010.

I'm going back to school next monday FML.

24th day// 24 hours

August 13th, 2010

24 days, 341

I've been with my bf for 9 months now, and I haven't heard of him... nothing exciting happened ://

23rd day ;D// 23

August 12th, 2010

23 days, 342.

boring day, nothing interesting happened.

22nd day// 22

August 11th, 2010

22 days, 343

We went to the nutriologist, and to everyone's surprise... I lost a kilo, I thought she would tell me I had gaine weight since I ate everything I shouldn't have, I feel pretty confident, but I won't stop paying attention to the diet...I want to go back to school looking good and healthy :D pretty hot day as usual in culiacan city... and I got a flu *DARN* anyway... I'm tired and sick so I'll go to rest.

PS: today's Bunbury's birthday!! and also Cerati's (I hope Cerati can go out of coma, it would be awesome if he woke up just in time for his bday).

21st day// 21 guns

August 10th, 2010

21 days, 344.

I'm starting to doubt about counting down the days to turn 18, I think I'm missing my 17 and just thinking about what's coming...I'm not sure if I should take it off... anyway, shitty day, my mom got back to work and I'm bored as fuck, it rained like hell and I thought the lights were gonna go fucked off but they didn't fortunately it's really hot and I'm afraid I might be getting a flu ):

20th day// 20 miles

August 9th, 2010

20 days, 345 days left

so I went to get a new passport, they were really rude! then my mom called EF's office, but she says that the school is just way too expensive, and she's right, my legs still hurt and I'm falling asleep it's a shame I can't write more about my day but it's really hard to write when I'm falling asleep and even worse try to write in english.

19th day// hey 19

August 8th, 2010

19 days, 346 to go.

so, I tried jumpstyle, needless to say mu effin legs hurt as fuck!! i'm mad 'cause they're not paying any attention to it, and if it was about mom i know we'd be already at the hospital, I'm not comparing to her, I just hate the way that they treat me like shit when they want to...anyway... think I'm going to rest now...

18th day :D// 18 & over

August 7th, 2010

18 days since I'm 17, there's still another 347 'til I'm 18.

SOO I was looking for some schools in paris where I can go to learn a better french... i found a quite good one, and I can't wait to go there, I know it's gonna be hard, I know I'm gonna miss home...but I want it sooooo bad I know I can make the sacrifice, I'm so deeply excited for it...I seriously can't wait...my mom's gonna call the EF office in mexico city...It seems like I'm going, but my mom wants to be sure it's a good school and stuff...MAAAAN!!!! I'm so speechless right now, I just hope they'll give me the chance to gooo!!!!

17th day ;D// edge of 17

August 6th, 2010

17 days, I'm 17 yeah. that only means... 348 days til I turn 18.

So today was lil Fernanda's bday, she's turning 4 yay! 8-)you know? I'm kinda pissed 'cause they didn't even fucking remembered my bday, but ANYWAY. we visited my belo, she was sick, and we took the dr to see her there, turns out she needs to rest and shit...I FINALLY GOT TO TALK TO ROMANO, wasn't the greatest talk but hey, we at least know each other is still alive, I think I found the organization to go to paris with, it's not that expensive as we thought it might be...and that's pretty much it...I might be getting back to school in another 2 weeks, but it's not sure yet...anyway...I'm too tired for this...

16th day // you're 16

August 5th, 2010

16, 349 ;D

Sooo today wasn't looking like a big day, BUT zury killed a rat, that was the biggest attraction, I bought myself a pair of rayban LOOOVED THEM and a blouse, we went to the vet to see if Zury had some risks 'cause of the rat and I saw a cute little puppy, she was so cute, and I almost cried 'cause they abandoned her and her brother and sisters that was soo sad ): but I know I can't take her home with me ):

15th day :D// TVC 15

August 4th, 2010

15 days went, 350 to go

So we went to see the nutriologist, aaaand I had lost 3 kilos, well I gained 4 in a month ;D so that made me feel like shit ): I feel fat and kinda ugly -.- but what the heck I enjoyed it big time.

14th day :D// 14

August 3rd, 2010

14 days ago I turned 17, in another 351 I'll turn 18.

no much fun, mom's vacations are getting shorter and we didn't do shit today so pretty shitty and boring day :/

13th day ;D // 13 questions

August 2nd, 2010

13 days and I'm still 17 years old, too damn good there's still another 352 days to become legal ;D

My mom's still on vacation, so she gets to be here all day, and I kinda like it, I mean I feel like we can have some time together, we cooked, and she bought me a beatle's shirt I fell in love ♥ but that was pretty much my day :/

12 day ;D// 12 step program

August 1st, 2010

12 days so far... 353 days til my next bday.

sooo... we got back from guadalajara good road trip, we got early to culiacan, no big deal, we had sushi and picked up Zury. that's the most interesting part of the day, we went to walmart and I bought speakers for my ipod and my lap top, I bought some batteries for my keyboard and now I can play it ♥ last night the cute little ass puppy wouldn't let me sleep for shit, still I love her.

11th day :3// 11th dimension

I'll just nod, I've never been so good at shaking hands.

July 31st,2010.

11 days passed my 17 year old life by, 354 days 'til I turn 18.

We went shopping, last night was awful, my mom yelled at me for some stupid ass reason...ANYWAY... we went shopping I found where I can buy an ukulele, since I've been wanting to buy one for a month now...I bought two pairs of awesome vans, I bought enrique bunbury's 'las consecuencias', and earphones, since the other ones kinda died. I saw some ray bans and I fell for them, but we had to come back, since we're soo tired, my brother wanted to buy some shoes but he had not enough money, si once we got here, he told my dad, and they went to get his shoes, I wanted to go, so I could buy my glasses, but they said it would be better if I stayed, Chris, my cousin brough a puppy and I'm in love with her, she's sleeping in my neck right now, and I feel bad for the little dog, since I know Lucy will treat her like a stuffed animal, I listened to Bunbury's CD and it's A W E S O M E just like him. haven't heard of my french crush :/ anyway I'm not really worried about that, I'm so in love with this puppy that I'm going to take a pic, and then upload it, I hope they'll give her a cute name, just 'cause she deserves it, she's neverending cute. EPIC CUTENESS♥!!

10th day ;D// 10th avenue, freeze out!

10 days since I turned 17, 355 days left to become legal.

OMG I'm so excited...we went to tonala, not much fun...BUUUUUUUT! we went iceskating and I met a CUTIE! he's french, he's blond, he's cute, blue eyes, HE'S FRENCH, omg I fell in love with him, we talked, he gave me his email adress, and when we said goodbye he kissed my cheeks TWICE...MAN! I'm going to marry him, well let's see LOL.

And... as I thought...this journal just keeps getting shorter as days go by...

9th day ;D// grade 9

July 29th, 2010.

9th day as a 17 year old ;D, 356 days to become legal.

so...pretty boring day... I found out Bunbury's coming to guadalajara next october, but I'm not going to be able to come and see him, turned off ): I hope we'll get to do something fun tomorrow.

eight day :D// 8th world wonder

July 28, 2010

8 days of good 17 year old life, 357 days to become legal.

We got back to Guadalajara and I'm really really tired, BUT now I'm obsessed with Enrique Bunbury, I was watching a concert while we got here and it was A W E S O M E.
miss home already, tomorrow morning I'll try to see when is he coming to mexico, and try to see if I'm going to be able to come and see him.

Seventh day :D// 7 bridges road

july 27th,2010

seventh day as 17 year old ;D 358 days to become legal.

My mom went to the hospital and we went to ripley's museum,it was pretty fun, I'm not gona lie, but I kinda feel bad 'cause my mom looks so tired...anyway...tomorrow we're leaving back to guadalajara, this hotel is fucking boring...the best thing around is to watch tv or listen to music.

sixth day// Girl 6

July 26th, 2010

Day number six of 17 ;D, 359 days to become legal.

Today we got to Mexico city, I fell asleep most of the time we were on the bus, so nothing too exciting happened, I like the hotel, it's pretty nice, but pretty boring as well...Tomorrow my mom's going to the hospital for some medical study, so I'm not hoping for anything too god to happen tomorrow.Kinda tired so I'd better go to bed.

Todo es insignificante, nada es tán preocupante.

Llegó la hora de hablar
No podemos posponerlo un segundo más
Hablaremos de todos los defectos,
Como también de las pasiones
Hablaremos de que esto no tiene que ver contigo ni conmigo

De las cosas que tenemos que hablar
De las cosas que queremos evitar
La platica profunda y un tanto vaga
La platica que no nos lleva a nada
La frase que no queremos escuchar cada día más cercana

No puedo soportar ver la distancia que hay entre tus brazos y los míos
No soporto ver en tus ojos y no ser capaz de ver siquiera el día siguiente
Me cansé de la monotonía de nuestra vida juntos
Me fatiga 'platicar' contigo sabiendo que no nos llevará a ningún lado
Sabiendo que nuestras mentes no están conectadas con nuestros cuerpos

Llegó la hora de hablar
Pero hablar enserio
Con nuestras mentes conectadas con nuestros cuerpos
De los secretos más oscuros
De las verdades más duras de aceptar
De que juntos ya no podemos estar.

Fifth day :D// 5 minutes alone.

July 25, 2010.

Five days since I turned 17. 360 days to become legal.

So, I got to guadalajara today, and I'm leaving to mexico city tomorrow morning, the trip was pretty boring as I expected it to be, tried to watch some movies, but my mom's music was just too loud, so I couldn't focus on the movie, it's not that bad though, I've always secretly had some love for the music she listens to, I mean... I know that someday when she's not around anymore I'll remember those songs, and I'll remember the roadtrips with her and Paul, to be honest I'm too tired to think about what to write right now, I need some rest, I hope I'll get a chance to write tomorrow, 'cause I really don't know if I'll get to take my lap with me or not, I'll have to wake up real early in the morning, so for now, I'll have to go.

I'm afraid that this journal is becoming just dull.

All work and no play makes jack a dull boy.

Fourth Day :D// Free Four

July 24, 2010.

My fourth day as a 17 year old badass nah jk. just as a 17 year old.361 days to become legal.

Well today was kind of a rollercoaster of emotions, it was hard 'cause everyone yelled at me, and as much as that pisses me off, I had to explode, needless to say Paul is still upset though that happened around the noon...and now it's around midnight...anyway, tomorrow I'm leaving to guadalajara, and my plan is to watch movies the whole ride,I'm taking the clockwork orange with me, trainspotting, The Shining, Dracula, The Marine, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, and harry potter 5, I hope it won't be so boring the trip that way... I guess I'll just have to leave since I need to get up real early tomorrow morning so we can make it on time to guadalajara, I just hope everything turns out cool and hope that we'll be back real soon and well, I hope tomorrow's entry will be a little longer, since I might have a lot to talk about the trip.

Third day :D // 3rd stone from the sun

July 23rd, 2010.

362 days to become legal.

Well, today I wasn't expecting it to be a huge day but it was something, I had fun my way, I had my life back, my old acoustic guitar my keyboard, my portable DVD, man did I miss those things :'D I danced with myself, I LOOOVE DANCING WITH MYSELF it's like the greatest feeling I've ever known, that, and singing out loud but like, really really loud, watched across the universe and remembered why I loved that movie way too much, damn I love the beatles, I hope I'll get to see ringo or paul someday, I fear this journal is getting shorter with everyday that passes me by. Tomorrow my stepbrother's coming over, so we can leave sunday early morning, I'm kinda... nervous? I don't want to go it's such a bore, I know I'll get to go somewhere else other than forum or the movies, so I guess is not that bad, vacations are slipping through my fingers and I wished I could have some more time off. I'm drowsy so I think I'll better GTFO. there's nothing much to say, I only hope this journal won't die in less than a year.

BTW yesterday I forgot to mention that I was reading about famous last words, and I asked some people which would be their last words, some of them were funny, some of them were just cool, but mine would be something like: 'I've waited my whole life to tell you this...I...*dies* maybe in a year they will be different.Now I will GTFO.

Second day :D // Love me two times

July 22nd, 2010.

Today was my 2nd day of being a 17 year old - 363 days 'til I become legal.

Today I didn't do much, except for the simple things like wash clothes, clean my room ,etc. I'm leaving to guadalajara this sunday with my mom, my stepdad and my stepbrother, and then, I'll leave to Mexico city on monday, let's just hope I'll get to see monday's night RAW, last night I watched this girl who's nickame is 'jessi slaughter' and I don't understand how can 11 year old be so dumb, and obnoxious, but I won't talk about her, I'm doing this to talk about me, to understand myself a little better, to know I'm not wasting my time, I'm living every single day, maybe nothing impresive happened, but heck I'm alive, there's no reason why this day shouldn't be the best I've ever had, as I keep writing a million things are going through my mind, like: 'damn I'm 17, next year I'll be an adult' and to be honest I'm kinda afraid of growing up, I'm facing that my life is not coming back, and I have to do something so it will be worth it, but from now on, I'll live on today, tomorrow will come and will bring its todays within, and I'll live them, and I'll remember the yesterdays but won't look back in anyway.

That's all folks!!

First day :D // One Word.

July 21st, 2010.

The first day of my 17 years old life, for the mexicans, 364 days left to become legal.

I had a great time, having lunch with my friends, and playing at playtime, and I truly believe that everything I want and everything I need is coming into place, I found the right guy, at least the one I need right now, I must admit I was a bit confused, but now I know that there's no one who can make me feel as special as he does, he might not be the perfect man, but nobody's perfect, and maybe that's what I love the most about him,I really hope this 'journal' lasts for the whole year, since, as everybody who knows me will probably guess, I tend to let things unfinished,but I'll try as hard as I possibly can to finish the whole year with this journal, I'm also planing on taking a pic everyday, and then, by the end of the year I can see how much I've changed, and, btw... the whole purpose of this 'journal' is to help me remember everything that happened everyday for at least a year. I'm running out of things to write, but I'll try to remember the most about this day, it didn't hit me 'til 12 am (when the day was over) that it was MY birthday, it feels kinda sad 'cause I didn't feel like it was really my day, and when I realized it, the day had gone, I'm not saying I regret it 'cause I don't, I'm in love, with me, with music, with french, with everything that surrounds me, with my boyfriend, with my friends, with my family, with the birds, and the sun... with EVERYTHING, I wished everyday I could see the good side of everything, I wished I could really learn how to live the moment and stop thinking about tomorrow, but hey, I'm just 17 years old, I've got a whole life to go through, a whole load of friends and people who care about me and love me to support me, guess that's all for today. ♥

A conversation in my head with myself.

-Fuck off man.
-What happened?
-It's just you...
-What did I do?
-I just don't like your fucking attitude it's pissing me off
-What? is it wrong for me to bring you flowers?
-Yes.I mean no, I just don't like it,I mean I do. you make me feel special, I don't want you to make me feel special, I want to know I'm special by just being with you.

Heaven and Hell

Falleció Ronnie James Dio, una leyenda del metal, de cancer estomacal, y me siento mal y decepcionada al decir, que a nadie le importó. Cualquiera que diga que es un metalhead, y conoce a Rainbow, Heaven and Hell, Sabbath después de Ozzy, entonces conoce a Ronnie, ni a VH1 les importó... ni un 'descanse en paz Dio' ni un video, pero cuando murió MJ no lo sacaban de la programación, al punto de llegar a fastidiar a muchos televidentes, que no nos desagradaba, pero tampoco eramos fans, hicieron pelicula, y no se me hace justo, y me llena de rabia e impotencia, que siendo la leyenda que era no le den ni un poco de importancia.

aqui la nota de su pagina oficial

http://www.ronniejamesdio.com/


Nunca te olvidaremos Ronnie, tu música y tu legado vivirán por siempre

Gravity

I'm miles from where you are
And I'm glad no one has noticed
And I remember that time
When she whispered
'I didn't know I'd love you'
It never feels the same when I think of her

And I just wanna run to you
Maybe we could play pretend
And maybe we're trying too hard
And you know I surely think you're beautiful
You say you've missed me
But it's just not clear enough

And when you asked me to imagine that we never met
It was the end of the world
I couldn't breathe
But I just can't stop coming back
I know God won't forget me
'Cause it's you my love suicide

I won't forget our last sunset
And you know I'll be thinking about you endlessly,
I'll start changing my mind when you can explain why I feel like this
And though you're not around
I can still feel you all around me
So go ahead and sing it with me.

Liar, Liar.

I know you're far away
I know I can't wait here for one more night
My mind is screaming 'get a grip, girl'
And I know you haven't made your mind up yet
I'm hoping for one more chance
I'm hoping for no more chance

I just can't do this again
My heart says yes
But my mind says no
I can't hold it all together
And pretend that it's just fine
I'm trying to find the beauty in this goodbye

I'm trying not to break
'Cause I know that even if we say goodbye
Your thoughts will lead you to me again
My lips won't forget you
My skin will never let go the feeling of your touch
My arms will keep the warmth of your embrace

And I will not break
And I will find the beauty in this goodbye
I'll let go every thought of you
But I'm not gonna break
I'm sorry I'm a liar.

Every rose has it's thorn

I wish I could let you know somehow
Just how I feel for you
Though it's been quite a while
I still remember those days when we were together
I still feel the warmth of your kiss
I still recall the feeling

I remember that day when I wrote
'In too deep, you're everything I need'
And you asked if it was 'bout you
And I said 'no'
but it was completely about you
I haven't stop thinking about you
For a single day since we met

I feel lucky 'cause you wanted to keep on talking to me
And we got it as far as we wanted to
And now that we're apart,
I'm still so in love with you
I know I never really said it
'cause I know just the way you are
But I always wanted to let you know just how deeply in love I am

I want to kiss you
I want to put my arms around you and never let go
I want to stay like that forever
And I'm sorry if I'm being too cheesy
But I just can't hide it any longer
I never said it to you
But you really had me at hello

When I see you my knees get weak
And I don't know what's going on
And when you kiss me
I can't think straight
But I'm alright
J'♥X

hold me before we run out of time.

Tell me that you love me
Tell me how badly have you been missing me
And hoy often you thought of me
Just hold me close, let me hear your heartbeat
Let me hear and feel you breathe

Close your eyes, and think of all the times you wished this day would come
And now that it's finally here how you won't let it go
It's an affair, it's not real,
Just a dream
But deep in my mind and my skin
Feels so true, feels like it was meant to be
you meant for me, and I'm meant for you

So please, give me your hand
Give me a reason to keep going
Give me a reason to be alive

You're a HOT MESS and I'm like HOT DAMN! *español*

Atrapada entre estos sentimientos
No puedo alejarlos de mi cabeza
Creía saber lo que quería
Creía saber que lo había superado
Pero ahora no sé como me siento

Es como si me hubiese hecho insensible
Quería tanto estar contigo
Pero no quisiste esperar por mí
Creí que te habías dado por vencido comigo,
Pero yo jamás me dí por vencida contigo
Pensé que sería una cuestión de tiempo
No pensé que sería tan hiriente

Parece que no hay a donde correr
Quisiera darme por vencida en todo, menos en tí
Solíamos salir
Y divertirnos,
Y para ser honestos, extraño esos días

Cuando siento que no puedo seguir
Pienso en tí y mis rodillas se debilitan
Pero es el efecto que tienes en mí
Y no puedo pensar en nadie que tenga ese efecto en mí como tú
Dices que me quieres
Yo digo que te quiero más.

You're a HOT MESS! and I'm like HOT DAMN!

Caught between these feelings
Just can't shake it off my head
I thought I knew what I wantes
I thought I knew I was over it
But now I don't know how I feel

It's like I've gone numb
I wanted to be with you so bad
But you didn't want to wait for me
I thought you had gave up on me
But I never gave up on you,
I thought it would be a matter of time
I didn't expect it to be so hurtful

Feels like there's nowhere to run to
I'd like to give up on everything but you
We used to hang out
And have fun
To be honest, I miss those days

When I feel like I can't go on
I think of you and my knees get weak
But that's the effect you have on me
And I can't think of anyone who has that effect on me like you do
You say you love me
I say I love you harder

...and if there's something you'd like to try, ask me, I won't say no...how could I?

Pasando largas tardes de verano encerrados
Contando las veces que hemos dejado pasar las oportunidades más preciosas
Contando cada momento que dejamos que se nos esfumara de las manos
Cada sensación, cada mirada
En esta tarde vanal mirando el techo
Me pregunto si valio la pena dejarlos pasar

Desperdiciar tantas sonrisas
Tantos 'hubiera'
Tantos momentos felices, y otros no tanto
Tantos jardines llenos de flores en los que correr
Tantas tardes en la playa con las personas que más nos importan
Pero si hay algo que quisieras intentar
Pidelo, no diré que no...¿cómo podría?

I want to do terrible things to you.

He estado pensando muy seriamente
Dando vueltas al asunto
Planeado cuidadosamente cada detalle de mi obra maestra
He puesto las cosas en orden,
Las he desordenado y volví a ordenar
He llegado a la perfección del plan
Tanta perfección que incluso me hace vomitar

Porfin encontré la única cosa que jamás me quitarás
No importa cuanto intentes
No importa si quiero dartelo
Nisiquiera importas tú ni importo yo

Planeé quitar por siempre el brillo de tus ojos
Hacer de tu mirada un vacío
Un vacío tan abrumador que casi perdiera el encanto
Conté las cientos de formas de hacer que se volviera realidad
Las valoré, todas y cada una
Pero es sólo un sueño muy elaborado

Soy la ira que habita tu cabeza
Soy la paranoía que te come por dentro
sólo creaciones de tu propia imaginación
Todos tus demonios...
Todos tus miedos...
No puedes ver a través de mí
Sigues viendo, pero no puedes ver más

¿Siempre te has rendido asi de fácil?
¿Nunca aprendiste a levantarte y no mirar atrás?
¿Nunca intentaste vencer tus demonios?
Creo que solías tener una voz
Ahora sólo haces lo que te digo que hagas
Te controlo como una marioneta

¿Qué tanto crees?
¿Qué tan valiente eres?
¿Eres capaz de cambiar el juego que he cambiado yo?
Pensaste que podías controlarme
No puede ser tan triste como parece
Creo que me debes una gran disculpa
Me hiciste creer en tus promesas
Tus promesas son mentiras
Mentiras terribles

Mentiras sacadas de un mal guión de alguna serie de TV
Ya no me importa realmente
Nada detendrá mi plan
Nada cambiará el juego

I think we're alone now

you're not that far away,
You're lying here between night and day
We're lost in space
Lost in our minds
Lost in our thoughts
In our dreams

They seem so real
It's like we could touch them
Holding on to one another's hand
No other sound than the beat of our hearts

Et Moi, Je T'aime Un Peu Plus Fort

I can't find the words to start to tell you just how I'm feeling, but once I begin, I keep writing and writing, every time a little bit more, this letter starts to grow like the lyrics to that song, like the music that I'm listening to, and yet so, the words are a mess in my head, but they seem to be coming out so easily, but you know it has never been easy for me to express a lot of things, I know I can be a little bit loud sometimes, I know I'm a bit clumsy when it comes to be tender, I know I behave like a little girl, I just need to feel your warmth, I just need to look into your eyes to feel like home, sometimes when you're away, I want to cry 'cause I'm missing you so bad, I don't think you even have a clue, but when you're near me, I try to hold it all together, I try not to shout how you make me feel, I know I've said many times I love you, but let me keep on doing so, let me go on loving you, hold my hand, never leave me, and it seems like a crazy dream, and it seems like something that everybody would say to their beloved ones, but I mean it more than words can ever say, and honestly, it's easier to tell you everything that's going through my mind than telling anybody else anything, I can't believe that I'm being this cheesy right now, and you're probably tired of the same old story, and you might be bored by all the Je t'aime's I've ever said, but not even with all the Je t'aime's in the world I could start to describe how I'm feeling for you right now, we've got a whole life to be together, just you and I,and with this letters we'll begin, I'll try to be warmer, I'll try to be tender, just don't give up on me, and I won't give up on you, even if you walked away from me rigth now, I'd follow you 'til the end of the world, just to whisper in your ear 'I love you, I've been missing you'.

il m'aime encore, et moi, je t'aime un peu plus fort.♥