Barrel of a gun

Baby I've been feeling so down,
you let me down but I want to get high,
I want to touch the sky, yeah I want to touch the sky
I want to blow my brains
I want them to touch the ceiling,
I want to dance to the tune of my death,
All we expect to be all we expect to do,
All we thought that maybe one day we'd reach,
All it's coming down

Whatever we've become
Whatever we never wanted to be
It's all coming down
Our hopes
Our dreams
It's all pure fun
I've been staring at the barrel of a gun

All our fears
All your love
All your need
All your tenderness
It's all coming down
We're coming down
We're so down
But I wanna get high tonight
I'm gonna get high
Take me down
I'll get you high
I'll get you wasted with this sickness

Whatever we've become
Whatever we never wanted to be
It's all coming down
Our hopes
Our dreams
It's all pure fun
I've been staring at the barrel of a gun

Do you mean it when you smile?
When you tell me it's alright?
When we get so high that we can't land for days.
What do you want?
You want a family and a piece of security?
I'm not the one

Oh no baby, lately I've been feeling so down
I can't get high
But I'll lie one more night
I'll pretend I'm getting high if it turns you on
It doesn't matter anymore

Whatever we've become
Whatever we never wanted to be
It's all coming down
Our hopes
Our dreams
It's all pure fun
I've been staring at the barrel of a gun