Some things I never told you before

you said it wasn't fair
but that was long ago
now I start to wonder...
Is THIS fair?
Come on tell me
Which part is fair?
you being with somebody or me going back down?

Goddamn it.
I'm not begging
I made a promise to write
Now this is what I'm doing

Go on, make this all a fake promise
Again.
Go on, let me down like you always seem to do
I'll pretend I'm fine
But whe both know it's a fucking lie

And it looks pretty good, doesn't it?
But it's pretty fucked up
We reached the point where it comes to be
A great, big, stupid lie
All we thought
All we believed
But it's alright, walk away

You know I was your fool
If you told me to give my life for you
I would have done it
But fuck this

There are many things that I'd like to say to you
But I know there's no point
And I know what you might think about this
And I'm pretty sure you'll show this to her
But I don't really mind